At present I feel anxious, excited, happy, scared, hopeful and determined- just a few words that sum up my state of mind.
Highlights of the past couple of weeks
A new chihuahua cafe has opened up in my area, this made me ludicrously happy. So my new boyfriend *internal squeal* and I visited, much to his delight…. (yes, you’d be right to detect the sarcasm). He enjoyed it although probably wouldn’t be so free to admit this to his friends over a manly pint of beer… I have now firmly decided that I want a chihuahua. They’re so adorably cute and no, before you ask, I’m not the ‘handbag dog’ type of lady, or so I thought…..
You might be wondering about this new boyfriend I’ve been mentioning. Yes! Alex and I are now facebook official after 3 months of exclusive dating. He’s beautiful. “He’s beautiful” is legitimately all I can fathom when people ask about my new beau or my mother asks how he is… and yes, being ‘facebook official’ is a big step for me. I reckon that shows an agreement if you will, of commitment by both parties, a public announcement that you are proud to be partnered with said person. This is kind of corny but I never thought it possible to feel like this. I am dangerously infatuated with this man although do my best to ‘keep my cool’ (not in a crazy, stalker, revenge if we broke up kind of way mind you, that’s just not my jam). I have the love bug, when we’re together nothing else matters. I think I got lucky with this one.
Although I consider myself to be a pretty rational and level-headed person at the best of times, I do think part of me is an old romantic and he definitely plays to this part of my soul. I think he is an old romantic too. It’s crazy how much we seem alike, in our thoughts, beliefs and outlook on the world. We are both deep-thinkers which seems as though it could be beneficial to a relationship, nothing is left unsaid and we have become very close.
So there you have it, a couple of highlights from the past two weeks. This is just a quick entry to journal my thoughts but I am planning on using wordpress more often.
Peace out and lots of Christmas love